Almost time!

For all the people out there who are chugging caffeine in order to stay awake and buy the Harry Potter book, you must read this. He's got some good theories, some I hadn't heard of before. (Then again, I've been avoiding HP theory-related sites for a while so it wasn't so hard to wait for the book) I won't bore you with my theories, except that I am a firm believer that Snape is good and was acting on Dumbledore's orders.

I'm off to get ready for a book release party, complete with costume, cause I'm that cool.

roughly seven hours to go...

My week at "camp on acid," so named by a fellow counselor

How do I describe this past week? I knew going into camp that it was going to be an amazing experience. Clayton King and Crossroads Worldwide have an amazing ministry, and I grew so much my first summer there. So when it came time to sign up for Camp Soar again, I jumped right on board. Camp Soar was started by two mothers in Greenville whose sons are in wheelchairs. They wanted the boys to have the normal summer camp experience, and did something about it. This was the third (I think) year that Camp Soar has attended Crossroads, which is held at Gardner-Webb University, and the second year I have worked there.

In our group we had three adult leaders, seven counselors, and 13 campers. Unfortunately, a counselor backed out of camp last minute, and on Sunday we were still searching for someone to fill in for him. That’s when God started to work. On a whim, I called Tyrome, thinking he might be interested. He later shared that when I called he had just gotten out of Sunday school where they were talking about the leadership positions that others in his class had taken, and when he got the call he knew that God wanted him at Crossroads. I don’t understand why God works the way he does, but I know that Tyrome was the right man for the job.

We were housed in the apartments at GWU, so each counselor and camper had their own room. This sounds unfair, but keep in mind that we had two shower chairs and two power wheelchairs along with an insane amount of luggage. My apartment housed myself, Jenae, an amazing person who is so much fun, and our campers Tia and Rachel. Those girls were hysterical. They didn’t know each other before camp, but by the second day they were inseparable. I was Tia’s counselor the last time I worked at Camp Soar, so it was great getting to hang out with her again.

As you probably have figured out by now, being a counselor there is hard work. Tia has rods in her back, so you have to do a two-man lift every time she is moved and you can’t twist her back. I had shoulder and back trouble most of the week, which made things even crazier. Almost all the people in wheelchairs (six campers and one counselor) had speed impediments, so understanding them was a challenge at first. Our girls would just laugh at Jenae and I if we couldn’t understand them, which actually made it easier to learn their accents. One thing that I did not realize that Tia told me half way through the week is that she has no idea how her accent sounds, to her it sounds like normal speech. Knowing that helped immensely.

I learned to celebrate victories that seem dumb to other people. After trying and trying, when one of the girls was finally able to go to the bathroom, it was a major celebration at 4:30 in the morning. If Tia ate her entire meal without getting food on herself, it was a celebration. If I could ride on the back of one of the wheelchairs for long periods of time without holding on, it was a celebration. (And I have bruises all over my legs to prove that I did in fact ride all over a very hilly and bumpy campus on the backs of at least three different chairs) If I understood what Tia or Rachel said the first time they said it, it was a celebration.

Watching them worship was another thing I will never forget for the rest of my life. I can’t tell you how many times Tia and I sang “Worthy Is the Lamb” while riding around. We had an amazing worship leader, Carl Cartee. While the able-bodied people swayed back and forth clapping or raising our hands, they rolled their wheelchairs back and forth, doing the same. They sang their hearts out in total surrender and worship to God. Each night after the service, the entire group along with a few Crossroads staff would cram into the leader’s apartment for group discussion about that night’s service. Those discussions were the highlight of my day. Not everyone spoke up, but to see the hearts of these teens and their love for God was such a precious gift.

The staff at Crossroads were amazing – not only at their jobs, but with their interaction with the Camp Soar teens. Even though many of the activities were not handicap friendly, they modified them till they were. The absolute joy on their faces while playing with a 10 foot tall “earth ball” and the bracelets and/or anklets we all left wearing were proof of that. One tradition that Camp Soar and Crossroads has is a dance party on the last night of camp. It was insanely hot, we all (the counselors and staff, at least) were tired, and the cakes were a little too brown, but no one cared. An hour and a half solid of dancing…it was nuts.

Overall it was an amazing experience that can never be duplicated or replaced in my heart. I saw God work not only in the lives of our campers, but also in the lives of the roughly 750 campers there. I made so many good friends on the Crossroads staff, and I can’t wait to see them again next year. Clayton King, the founder and director of Crossroads, made it his mission to speak to the campers daily and make them feel welcome. They had their picture taken with one of the dining hall ladies after breakfast this morning, and she could name them all.

Yes, I grew in my own spiritual walk this week, but I learned more about God in watching the campers interact with each other, the staff, and other campers than I did in any of the services, and I can not wait until camp next year!

Links of interest:

Crossroads Worldwide

Carl Cartee

Hit the road, Jack

Well, I'm writing from the road on my mom's phone. Where am I headed, you ask? Why I'm headed to a small town in Iowa, aka mom's hometown. No, we're stopping in TN tonight.

Tomorrow we're doing something really cool: going to honest Abe's birthplace. And then, THEN, we're going to see the world's largest collection of paperweights. Heck yes. My family is so cool.

I'm back!

So I've decided that I'm going to start writing on blogger again, mainly because...I can. I'll have the same posts on both my blogs.

What has happened to me since the winter of '06:

• I'm dating the most amazing man ever. Next week will be 17 months. In Laura's definition of relationship lengths, that means that we could have a 7 month old child by now (don't ask). No, I'm not engaged yet.
  
• I changed my major, declared my minor, then changed my minor. I think what I am currently (Psychology major, Bible minor) is going to stick.
  
• I traveled on a ministry team for SWU the summer of '06. Best. Summer. Ever.
• I lived at home my sophomore year. Some people like it. Some people love it. Some people hate it. Me, I'm looking forward to moving back on campus.
  
• My youth pastor is leaving and going to another church. Please pray for his family and for our church as he looks for another church and we look for a youth pastor.

This is just the tip of the iceburg, but it's late and I have things to do tomorrow.

I'm glad to be back!

my life

Once again, I am mainly using xanga for the time being. My site is here

MLK Day

It's Monday, and SWU is the only school in the area in session today. What fun.

It's been a really good day so far. I got my reading done (barely) in time for English class and I understood the discussion for the most part. I got a lot of handouts and notes printed for English and Biology, and I finally got all the signatures needed to drop my math class. I was signed up for too many hours, but I'm a little worried that I'll forget a lot of math basics and such before next semester.

I also talked to a professor about what I'd have to do to minor in English. I'm interested in that, missions, or ESL as minors, but I'm not sure what God wants me to do at this point. I'm not going to take any action on that untill next semester. One of the RAs in Stu-B is trying to talk me into trying out for a summer ministry team. I really want to do one at some point during college. They've changed the teams around, so I want to see what the new teams are and really pray about it and discuss it with my family before I make a decision. I have also looked into going overseas this summer, and want to look into that more as well.

I have choir and band left today. I'm so excited about the choir music this semester. We did tour in the fall, so this semester will be much more relaxed. Our spring concert this year is a Pops Concert. We're staging and performing arraingments of music from Joseph and the technicolored dream coat and Le Mis, plus solo and small groups.

Tonight at 7:30 there is a mandolin group doing a concert in Foldger. Everyone shoud come, it's going to be great!!

Back at SWU

Well, today was my first day of classes. Biology is going to be challenging, but I should do fine if I keep up with things. I'm not sure about American History yet, right now I'm just happy to be in a history class...I'm such a dork. It's actually American History II, so it covers the Reconstruction to present (for all the non-history geeks, that's the end of the civil war in the 1860's till now). I was in Lifetime Fitness long enough to get my syllabus and for him to tell us that we're his guneypig class, so our class isn't going to start meeting till after spring break.

The best part of this schedule is finishing all my classes for the day by 1, and then having the afternoon to get stuff done. If I can make myself focus and get things done during that time, I'll be alright!

Tonight is the babyshower for a girl I grew up with. I don't know a lot about the father or what her plans are. Please pray for her, her soon-to-be-born daughter, the father, and their situation. It was weird picking out shower presents for someone younger than me. Her mother is very supportive of her and the baby, and that is a blessing.

life and blogs and my funny-looking cat sleeping next to me

This break has been such an adventure! I hate to do this to my faithful readers (yeah right), but my recent posts are all on my other blog, www.xanga.com/joyful_BC.

I'm feeling a bit random as I'm sick and packing to go back to school, over all feeling a bit anti-social and frustrated with myself yet so excited to be getting back to school. I'll try and be more regular with my posts, both here and on xanga.

Oh, a really cool blog I found here. I actually made a postcard, but haven't sent it in yet. Check every Sunday when new postcards are published to the site.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Well, I'm finally packed and waiting for my ride to Orlando! I can't wait to be there and I'm going to love getting to spend time with Heath, Karen, and the girls on the ride down and tomorrow.

I have a bad habbit of making these conventions "mountian high" experiences and going down hill right afterwards. I truly want to keep that high, that drive to give it all to God no matter what. This trip holds so many memories, as the last time we were in Orlando for a convention Chrissy was still with us. She died soon after we returned from an anurisim. I will never forget our room that year: me, Chrissy, Kara, June, and Kathryn. A hard time for me this semester was when another girl from our youth group had an anurism, and praise God that she has recovered, and I think may be going on the trip.

I am a chaparone this time, which is a lot of responisibility. That along with working at Izone and possibly the SWU table will put me in contact with so many people. I pray that I can be a good leader for the girls in my room and a christian example to the people I come in contact with. I thank God for the way things worked out making it posssible for me to go. I owe it all to Him, something I'm ashamed to say I tend to forget.

As soon as I return from Orlando it's off to Myrtle Beach for Bross family Christmas, so it may be a while before I post again. I am taking my computer and will attempt to post while at the beach, but no promises. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you all, and I hope to see some of you in FL!

ice and no power

So we lost power yesterday morning and haven't gotten it back yet. Em and I went to Grandma and Grandpa's to take showers and check email and eat real (ie heated, not chips) food. I'm now at mom's office and Em's out with her boyfriend and his family. I'm thinking there's not going to be heat tonight, either, cause I doubt my neighborhood is of great concern to Duke Power when the majority of Pickens County is out. Oh well. As long and we can still do the star wars marathon I'll be happy!

I'm 83% (Dixie), what are you?
click here to take the quiz - it's funny

quote of the day: "i feel like an illegitamte child of the South" ~David
he only got 45% percent. the higher the percentage, the more southern you are, supposedly

yay for today

Quote of the day: "I was my highschool's prom queen." ~Josh

I don't remember when he said that, maybe the night we stayed up all night. I just though about it and it made me laugh really hard. (fyi: he was homeschooled)

Today I went to the mall of Georgia with Stephanie. Fun times.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOM!!

...that's about it.

life as I currently know it

Tonight I went to Clolumbo's for dinner with two of my friends from highschool. Another guy from highschool works there, and today's quote of the day is from him:
"I hope our gay waiter wasn't hitting on you. My manager told me (he was) when I got back from delivery, so I thought I'd come warn you." ~Lee
"Oh, that's why he was talking to me so much." ~Tobias

I went to lunch with my mom at Western Sizilin', where the entire third grade from Six Mile Elemantary was eating lunch. Out of 90 students, there were two black kids and one hispanic kid. The really sad part? It only takes 15-20 minutes to get from my elementary school, where there is a diverse student population, to Six Mile Elementary. I am so lucky to have grown up in a more diverse school. I can't imagine what I'd be like today if it weren't for Thelandra and others like her in elementary school. Last year for my teacher cadet class I worked with my old 1st grade teacher, and in that class there were 4 hispanic kids, 4 black kids, an Indian kid, a girl adopted from the Ukraine, and 6 or so white kids. Just imagine how different their outlooks are compared to those 3rd graders.

sunday findings...

My surname is surname number 14510 in the USA. <-- weird, but cool. I got it here

I have come to realize how much I have gotten used to almost constant sound and things happening around the clock. Here (at home) it's so quiet and calm, and I'm re-adjusting to it. I'm gonna organize my room tomorrow; I still haven't unpacked from the semester. It will give me something to do, at least.

Jeffrey left SWU for good today. He was my favorite person to fight with, and now he's gone. I wish him the best of luck at IWU, but I know his friends already miss him.

quote of the day: "Grooms are like bathrooms at museams. They're necessary, but no one comes to see them." ~my pastor in his sermon today

weekend update

I'm home! It's wonderful sleeping in my own bed with my cat, not having to wait on the elevator if I want a drink in the middle of the night, not having to put on shoes to take a shower, etc. However, I miss everyone sooo much already. All of my friends from highschool don't finish up till next week, so there's not anyone to hang out with. BUT! I'll get to see some people from SWU in a little over a week!!!! YAY!!!! haha.

So I went and saw Narnia TWICE yesterday...and it was AMAZING!!! haha. I went Friday afternoon with 5 guys from school. We all piled in Josh's Buick and went to Anderson. I had chills, was tearing up/crying, spazing out, etc. the entire time. Oh man, it was so good. Seeing it again Friday night was wonderful, but my cousin is very inquisitive and asked a lot of questions. Afterwards we (my sister, my two cousins, and myself) got a pizza and hung out at their house till our parents got back from the Allison Krauss concert. That's right, my parents went to see her again and didn't take me...again. grr. She's such an amazing artist.

Today was SWU's winter graduation, which means that the band sat through two practically identical ceremonies and played and killed our chops (basically that means our ability to play). Lunch inbetween was fun. Emily, Tina, Sarah, Tyrome, Brian, Mirenda, and I all went to Zaxby's, and Josh's family showed up. The conversation was fun and it was great to hang out with them before we split up for break.

Tonight my family took my Grandmother, Grandma, Grandpa, and G.G. to the Madrical Feast in Greenville. We went last year with my uncle's family, and it's amazing. It's a 7 course feast with intertainment and wenches and footmen as the servers, their's a lord and lady at a high table, a table of singers, jesters, a beggar, a handbell choir, and a children's choir, all in costume. It's a really fun experience, and I can't wait till next year's feast.

Tomorrow's church, and my body's still on the sleep pattern of "lobby til 1:30, bed at 2, wake up at 7." Oh joy. And as soon as I totally unpack and my sleep stablizes, it'll be time to go back to the dorm...oh well!

Narnia

I just sat in a car for 20 minutes, and I'm still shaking after seeing the new Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe for the first time. That movie was amazing. I laughed, clapped, cried a few times, and had chills running through my body the majority of the movie. I'll go into more detail later, I'm still to much in shock. The best part? I'm going to see it again with my sister and cousins tonight.

I'm leaving the dorm for break...it's so sad!

Your Birth Month is November

Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love Your gemstone: Citrine Your flower: Chrysanthemum Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

My gemstone is ORANGE/YELLOW TOPAZ!!! grr stupid people...It's very accurate otherwise

Studying for Old Testament...what fun

all-nighters are fun...

So it's currently 6:48 in the morning as I write this post. Josh, Jeffrey, Tyler, Clifton, and myself have stayed up all night in the lobby (since the Christmas party at 8:30, to be exact). I admit, I took a nap during the movie, and Jeffrey slept for a while, too.

We're now in the home stretch, with about 40 minutes till breakfast. Afterwards, we're all hitting the sack, and then sometime in the afternoon Sam, Jeffrey, myself, and possibly some others are heading over to the Anderson Mall to do some Christmas shopping. I'm going to be so mad if breakfast sucks today...

one day left

I love thunderstorms! To bad they don't last long.

Christmas banquet and the lobby - what else do you need?

Last night was so much fun! We had the Christmas banquet, and then I was in the lobby for about 5 hours where my camera got passed around and I now have some of the most random, hysterical pictures.
My hot date Jessica and me. I love that girl

Britt and I dancing in the Lobby. Britt's caption: "I love you, don't you love me?"

Quite possibly one of the coolest pictures I have ever seen. Josh and Catchphrase. Sadly, I can't take credit for this genius.

And, of course, some of the Stu-Be hotties at the Christmas banquet. I'm going to miss these girls so much over break

Yeah, I love school. Exams have started and that's not fun. The semester is almost over, and I have to say goodbye to everyone for a MONTH!! and Nila's not coming back. It's gonna be hard, but I am looking forward to a month of no school!